Saturday, May 28, 2011

Water

My new "office" is the next to last booth in the McDonald's where my mom works. I come with her, pay 22 cents for a large cup of water, and stay all day working on teacher work, school work, and missions work.

Today I was looking at my cup and saw where it said, "Get quenched." And it got me thinking. I get the large, styrofoam cup full of ice cold water because 1) I want it to stay cold longer and 2) I'm thirsty. I need something to quench my thirst.

John 4:10 says, Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."


We, as humans, need water. We need it both physically and spiritually. The problem with physical nourishment is that this food and water only quenches our hunger and thirst for a short time and soon we're left wanting more. The living water that we need to quench the thirst of the soul is different, though. It is permanent. In God, we have a spring of living water flowing down and forever quenching our thirst.

But here's the kicker. God's not like the automatic drink dispensing machine at McDonald's. We have to ask God for his living water. God created us with the ability to make choices. We have to choose to serve Him. We have to choose to ask for this living water.

Are you letting God quench your thirst today?

Catch-up Time

The last post I wrote was almost 2 months ago, on April 2nd. I've been crazy busy and a lot has happened, like...

C25K "training" - I was doing pretty well while in Dakar. Then I came back to the U.S. and got a little behind. It was so hard to get back in the swing of things, but I did. I've found two different places to go running in town and one in the town where I'll be taking French classes in July. And I'll be running a 5K in late July. I'm not totally positive of the date since I haven't made up my mind on which race I want to run.

Travel - I was scheduled to leave Dakar June 3 heading back to the U.S., but in late April, I received that my dad was placed in the hospital for another emergency surgery (which then turned into 4 surgeries in a little over a week's time). I spent a lot of time in prayer and seeking advice from my mission supervisors, school administration, my family, and most importantly with my Jesus. And I truly felt it was God's will that I leave early to help my dad with driving, emotional support, and care, and to help my parents move into their new house. Therefore I left on May 4th and after 2 fairly short layovers, I landed in Atlanta. I spent the night with my aunt, uncle, and cousin, and rode with my aunt to sweet home Alabama the next day, arriving at my dad's school around lunch time.

My Dad - In early February, my dad had a heart attack. Then a month later, he had another one. Then, a month after that, he is taken to the hospital with severe stomach pain, later to be diagnosed as peritonitis (severe infection in the peritoneal cavity). He was in the hospital for 8 days with that, had 4 surgeries in a little over a week's time. He did go home from the hospital and went back to work. This time has been the hardest in my life. It's been so hard being so far away from my family, especially while my dad is in pain, severely sick, in the hospital, and fighting for his life. My dad is definitely my hero and to know that my hero was hurting and I couldn't be there was absolutely awful! But with all that said, he is so much better now. He still has a lot of restrictions, no heavy lifting (well nothing over like 10lbs). He gets tired pretty easily. He has to watch eating certain foods. But, he's ALIVE. He's at HOME. And he can do anything he did before this ordeal, just modified a little. :)

Tornado - On April 27, the state of Alabama (and other states too) was affected by the worst series of tornados in a long, long time. The death toll rose to well over 200. People lost their family members, friends, homes, pets, businesses, vehicles, and some even lost their hope. It was such a sad, sad day for my home state.

Moving - My parents moved to their new house this week. They chose to move for 3 reasons. 1) They're now be closer to my dad's doctors. 2) They're now closer to my mom's job. She works night/closing shift a lot and the thought of her driving a long distance in the pitch black dark wasn't nice. 3) They're now closer to their church, The Journey, which will be starting on June 12.

Working - I left Dakar 1 month before school dismissed for the summer. Therefore, along with the typical travel items in my suitcase, I'd packed curriculum mapping, lesson planning sheets, copies of important pages from my teacher's editions, and a flash drive full of important documents to fill out this summer. Since arriving in Alabama, my new "office" has been an empty desk in my dad's classroom ('til school got out last week) and now the next to last booth in McDonald's (where my mom works) thanks to their free (fast) wi-fi. :) I come armed with my backpack, computer, all necessary papers and books, and 22cents for a large cup of water in a styrofoam cup (because it keeps the water cold longer).

Saturday, April 2, 2011

C25K

I'm thinking about starting a new exercise/diet program...

C25K = Couch to 5K ... basically you go from being a couch potato to running a 5K in 3 months. I'm past the couch potato phase since I've already started my own "program." I would definitely have to change what I'm doing. But it would totally be worth it. Now I just have to find a 5K near me in July. I'll be in Alabama then...if anyone has any ideas. :)


Cons...


  • I'd have to (ugh!) wake up even earlier or walk at night in the dark, since I would rather go walk/jog/run/whatever when my "track" is clear... (I currently go and walk around the soccer field at school. Kids have to be in by 8, so I'd either have to go at 8 p.m. or go in the morning before school if I don't want an "audience.")
  • I'd have to spend more time in food prep, meal planning, etc. School starts back tomorrow and we only have 1 off day (Easter Monday) between now and the last day of school which means I'm going to already be busy, busy, busy.
  • I'd have to give up pretty much all yummy non-healthy foods. ...Ok, so this wouldn't be as big of a deal, but still...Living in a place that has yummy (chocolate) pastries pretty much everywhere is nice... :)
Pros...

  • I'd get in better shape.
  • I'd lose weight.
  • I'd be able to fit into smaller clothes. ...FYI, I've already lost some and can fit into my "old" jeans so YAY for a little progress! :)
  • I'd have a goal to work towards.
  • I'd be proud of myself...in a non-sinful prideful way, of course. :)
Ok...so the PROS outweigh the CONS. Now to just do it...

Maybe I'll be like The Little Engine that Could. ...I think I can. I think I can...

Saturday, March 26, 2011

3 Way Tie

I'm sure you're asking yourself...What's a 3-way tie? Let me tell ya...

It's a 3-way tie as to which areas of my life need to be changed. So, I'm starting tomorrow with...

1. Physical Change - Of course I want to lose weight/inches, but past that...I want to get in shape. I want to feel better about myself and just plain, feel better. 

2. Spiritual Change - I read my Bible, pray, and do my devotions every day. I talk to God. I praise Him. BUT I don't do enough. After all, He's my SAVIOR. He died on the cross for me, for pete's sake. Would it kill me to give Him more than just the "typical" amount of time spent on each. 

3. Emotional Change - This has been a hard year. I've had a lot of (major) stuff happening with my family back in the States. I've taken a super full load of grad school and A/G licensing classes. We've had the most ridiculous amount of power cuts! Seriously...like this week we've had 1 full week of power. I really don't think that's happened since I got back in August. And I'm teaching a new grade this year with a (loving, amazing, but...) challenging class with such an incredibly wide-range of ability levels and needs. Needless to say, I've been super worried or stressed a lot!

So... Here's what I'm going to do. ...and for all of you out there in blogger land wondering why I'm posting this... It's because I need to hold myself accountable. If I post it for the world to see (and by world, I mean the 3 or 4 people that actually read this...), I'll be more likely to stick with it.

1. Physical Change -- I'm going to start exercising more. I'm going to walk 30-45 minutes around the track at school AT LEAST 5 days a week. I'm going to eat better and do better with portion control. I'm not going to totally deny myself of all things sweet and salty :)...I'm just going to do so in moderation. I'm going to only allow myself to have coke 1 day a week (...this is my biggie). I'm going to have one "splurge" day, but still within moderation. I'm going to eat breakfast (...which I HATE) and try to eat 3 small snacks a day. I'm going to plan my meals on the weekend, so when I go to the store on Mondays I'll not buy JUNK. I've asked my roommate and another friend to help me. We're going to all 3 work together and keep each other accountable to all this stuff. 

2. Spiritual Change -- I'm going to (gasp!) wake up an hour earlier in the morning. I'm going to get up, get my shower, fix my breakfast, and do more than just read my Bible and quickly read my devotion and pray. I'm going to spend time studying the Word more deeply. I'm going to read books that have a Biblical application to my life. I'm going to tackle this like I do a class. I'm going to become a better student of Jesus.

3. Emotional Change -- I'm a big worrier. I stress a lot too. ...which I know is wrong. God should be in control of my life (and my emotions). ...not me! So, I'm going to change my outlook on life. I'm going to try and look for the good in all situations, even when it's hard. I'm going to purposely look for "God things" throughout my day...you know, the little things that just remind you that God's right there with you. :) I'm going to journal my feelings more instead of keeping them all bottled up inside. And here's the biggie...I'm going to try my absolute hardest to stop comparing myself to others...to the missionaries that do more work with the nationals. ...to my friends that are skinnier than me. ...to teachers that are better than me. ...to Christians that know the Word better than me. I'm going to worry about numero uno... after God, of course. :)

It all starts tomorrow. I'm setting little goals for myself. 

1. June 4th, 2011 - ...my cousin's wedding. I want to have lost enough weight to wow my family. ...P.S. I am not planning to steal her thunder AT ALL though. Please don't think that.

2. August 3, 2011 - ...the day I land back in Dakar. I want to have lost enough weight/inches that I can buy some cute, smaller (inexpensive of course since I totally don't make the big bucks) clothes to come back to Dakar with :)

3. September, 2011 - ...our Staff Retreat and the dreaded time to be in a swimsuit in front of almost all of my co-workers...eek!

4. March 27, 2012 - ...one year from tomorrow ... I want to have gotten down to my goal size.

So in all seriousness, pray for me. Pray that I kick my butt in gear. Pray that I stick to my plan. And pray that I see results! :)


Friday, March 25, 2011

Confessions

I confess... that I've gone through a wide range of emotions/feelings today. ... sad, excited, lonely, homesick (yes, that counts), fear, nervousness, boredom, hopeful, and happy.


I confess... I miss going to work. I miss (gasp!) waking up at 5:30 every morning, getting ready, working on plans, and then being at work by 7(ish). And most of all, I miss those 10 hyperactive kiddos that make my life so incredibly fun!


I confess... I HATE sitting at home all day. It was nice for the first 2 days of Spring Break and then boredom crept in. I want to get out. I want to go do the things that I can't normally do because I work during the week.


I confess... I don't like going places by myself. To be such an independent person, I really do like people around me. (shocking, I know) ...which is why the confession above is hard for me. I don't really want to do those things I want to do because I'd be by myself. (I'm weird. I know.)


I confess... I love wearing pajamas. I come home from work and put on pj pants. If I go to town, the minute I get home, I change into pj pants. Seriously...I'm most comfy in comfy pj pants. (...because who would be comfy in "non-comfy" pants. ...good one, I know.


I confess... I am a big procrastinator. I will wait 'til the last minute to get things done. ...not always a good thing. BUT I totally kicked procrastination in the rear this week and worked ahead on a lot of my grad school and A/G licensing classes. (Take that procrastination!!)


I confess... I'm out of shape and want/need to lose weight. And I'm starting on a new "change of life plan" Monday. (There. I said it in a public forum...which means I'll hopefully stick to it. I'm giving myself 6 months to kick my rear in shape.) ..........P.S. Notice I didn't use the word "diet." If I use the "d" word, I'll totally not do it.


I confess... I could totally use French more often than I do. But if someone's with me that can speak French better then me, I totally let them handle it. It's like my crutch.


I confess... I miss drive-thru restaurants. Seriously, people ask me what food I miss the most. It's not a food. It's the drive-thrus. Why? ...convenience, super-quickness (like that word?), and nice tall styrofoam cups filled with ice I can actually eat! 










I've become one of THOSE...

Yep, it's true...

I've become one of THOSE... You know, one of those people that follow EVERYONE's blogs. Yep, that's me. :)

Ok, so maybe I've exaggerated a little, but still...I just realized that I follow a lot of people's blogs. Most of them are people I know, but some aren't like...

The Journey
The Nie Nie Dialogues
Miracle Mason
I am your Pancreas - (This blogger is a mom of a child with Type 1 Diabetes, hence the title.)
Pink Moss
The Larson Lingo

...just to name a few.

...and these don't even count the blogs of people I do know.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Randomness

My mind is a great big bowl of randomness right now. How's that for a description? :) Anyways...instead of this being a one-thought post, I thought I'd list out the random thoughts I'm having right now. So without further ado, here is your portion of my randomness...

1. I am so very happy that I FINALLY caught up on my grad school work. I've been a little behind for the past month or so ever since some stuff happened with my family and it's just been building and building slowly by slowly. But tonight I finally caught up! YAY! :) And not only did I get caught up on my overdue tasks, I also worked ahead some and finished things due for the next 2 weeks! So double YAY! :)

2. I went walking around the field at school tonight with my roomie. Can I just say... I absolutely positively HATE going. I dread it. I grumble and complain to myself. But then it's like magic...I start walking and begin feeling GREAT! Then when I'm finished I feel totally AWESOME! I love it! Is that weird? Am I the only person like that...who absolutely dreads the thought of working out but absolutely loves the feeling afterwards?

3. I went to the fabric market with some friends today and found 4 (yes, 4!) different styles of fabric I like...for AWESOME prices, I might add! :) That never happens, so YAY! :) And I already have a dress style in mind I want 3 of them made into and I'm going to venture out of my normal outfit making realm and get (wait for it...) pants! (big gasp!) I know...I said I wouldn't ever do that out of African fabric, but you know...I'm really liking the long shirt/tunic look, so I think I'm going to do it. :)

4. I bought a pair of Chanel sunglasses today...and only paid about $3 for them! :) ...P.S. They were total knock-offs, but hey, who cares? :)

5. I just got an email from someone that hurt my feelings. I really want to call my mom and cry "on her shoulder," but I'm trying to be a big girl about it. :(

6. I miss having a balcony. Honestly, that's the only thing I miss about living on the third floor of my building. I wish I could just sit outside, read a book, feel the wind blowing, and just enjoy relaxing outside. But alas, our one outside place is a small courtyard with really high walls and above the walls are other people's apartments and clotheslines, so it's totally not fun to sit out there... Maybe I'll go up to the roof and sit up there... I don't know though. Is it really worth it to go up those 4 flights of stairs? :)

7. I've been making a list of things to do in my classroom next week. I'm so excited to rearrange my room and get lots of new fun activities set up! I think my kids are going to LOVE it! :)

8. I'm worried about my dad. I know he says he's doing ok, but I'm worried. And before anyone preaches to me, I KNOW! I know I shouldn't worry. I know I should give it all to God. I know that. Trust me. ...but you know, that's easier said than done sometimes...

9. It's 12:05 a.m. here right now. That means it's WAY WAY WAY past my bedtime. Therefore, Elisabeth is now signing off. Goodnight Blog World. :)