Friday, February 28, 2014

My Big News

About 4 1/2 years ago, I started this blog. I was fairly recent college graduate and had recently finished my first teaching assignment in the States.


In my first post, I highlighted some of the feelings I was experiencing, as I prepared for moving to Dakar, Senegal for the first time. Two days before I left, I wrote my first of many letters to my supporters, informing them of how God had called me to missions and to Dakar.


God called me to work at Dakar Academy, a K-12 international Christian school in Dakar, Senegal, West Africa. I couldn't believe it! It was hard to leave my family and all things familiar behind, but I knew God was calling me on a new adventure in life. And I knew, as I wrote in this post, that God would be with me every step of the way.

Later that year, I wrote a post, entitled, "Home."In the last paragraph of this post, I said,

"On July 30, 2009 that all changed. At a little before 6 a.m. that morning I stepped off the plane in Dakar, Senegal and honestly at the moment my feet touched the ground I knew something…I knew I was home. Home is where God calls me to be. Home is where the heart is. And Dakar is where my heart is. Will God change that one day? Possibly…I don’t know. But for now, this is my home. And I couldn’t be happier!"



For the past 4.5 years, I have thoroughly enjoyed my job at Dakar Academy. I have seen many different students come through my classroom doors. I have taught them the usual education subjects. I have taught them manners. I have taught them social skills. I have taught them about the love of Jesus.

But you know... I believe those students have taught me just as much, if not more than I have taught them. I have learned how to be a better teacher, a better missionary, and a better person as a result of these kids. I am so incredibly grateful for the lessons that these kids have taught me. I'm so blessed to have had them in my life. It's these kids that I'll miss most as I prepare to embark on the newest adventure God's called me on.

...just a few of the many, many kids that have impacted my life while teaching at Dakar Academy
I knew God had not called me to work at Dakar Academy forever. I knew a time would come eventually when God would call me away.

A few months ago, I began feeling a stirring in my spirit. I felt that God was leading me away from my ministry at Dakar Academy. At the time, I felt it would be a few years down the road. I thought I'd continue teaching ESL at DA, gaining experience that would help me later on, since I felt that was the direction the Lord was taking my ministry. I continued to pray. I sought advice from my missions supervisors and others. And they joined me in prayer.

Fast forward a few months. I get an email from a fellow A/G Senegal missionary, informing me of a new Live Dead team that will be forming just outside of Dakar, and asking me if I would pray about and consider joining with them, teaching English. How could this man know that I had talked to my best friend just 2 days earlier, telling her that I felt God was leading me to leave DA sooner than I thought?! How could he know that I was praying for something like this WITHOUT knowing what exactly I was praying for?! He didn't. But God did. I promised to pray about it and let him know something soon and then I set out on an intense time of prayer and seeking God's guidance for my life.

The next week we had our annual Spiritual Emphasis Week at school, where this amazingly anointed speaker challenged our middle and high school students to LISTEN to God, and to LIVE LOVE. From the moment the guy opened his mouth, I sat in almost disbelief. It was as if he was speaking directly to me. I went home from school the first day and had a mini argue session with God. There's no way I can leave DA. I love it here. I finally know what I'm doing as an ESL teacher. My students are great. My co-workers are great. Life is great. It's comfortable...

Hmm... It's comfortable. That's when God stopped my rant. Of course it's comfortable. It's easy. But sometimes you have to step out of your comfort zone and do more. I called you to DA for a season - not for a lifetime. Your ministry there has gone well. But the time has come. It was at that very moment that I knew it. I knew my time at DA was up.

The following is an excerpt from an email I wrote a missionary friend, telling her of the news.


"I know that leaving DA and joining the team and working at the centre would be a huge step so I knew that I wanted to be 100% certain that it was God's will that it happens and not just me "liking the idea". Well we're having Spiritual Emphasis Week here at school this week and you know,  I totally feel this speaker was sent for me and not just the kids. I know that God spoke to me, more than once, Monday and then again yesterday, as plain as day, saying "Go!" I kind of dismissed it and then the guy was saying something about arguing with God and in my heart I knew that's what I was doing. I knew God was telling me to Go and I'm basically arguing, asking for one more sign and one more sign. I know this is what He's called me to do. And you know... I must admit it's a little scary. But that's good, right? :)

That night another friend, who knew nothing about this current situation, sent me the following picture. Talk about good timing...


So I discussed it with my missions supervisors, got the official go-ahead for starting my transition into a new assignment with the A/G and notified DA the next day. I won't lie. It was hard. I love working at DA. I love those kids, my co-workers, my ministry here. I love it all. But, one good thing about working in an environment where I do... We all understand the calling of God and how that can sometimes change. 

I'm so thankful for the support of my co-workers, family, friends, and supporters. This new assignment is going to be big. Here's a copy of my latest newsletter, highlighting what I'll be doing in the region of Guediawaye, off the coast of Dakar.

I'll be working with a group of fabulous people, working to reach the Wolof people, using my ESL training, by teaching English, and I will be doing my best to live out these principles.


Thanks for joining me in this new adventure God's called me on. I truly covet your prayers. I've been blessed the past 4 1/2 years to have a such a small budget, due to the fact that DA provides so much for their staff. Therefore, my missions' budget will be increasing dramatically. I will be heading back to the States in June to begin my time of itineration, when I will be traveling, speaking at churches, meeting with people, all the while, sharing my heart for missions and the Wolof people of Senegal. My goal is to get my funds raised in a year, so I can hurry back to my adopted home and get started on the new work God's called me to do.

Will you help me pray for...
  • open doors for services and meetings needed to raise my missions support
  • boldness in sharing the joy I have for missions and the Wolof people
  • a teaching job for while I'm in the States (While I'm fundraising, my usual monthly support will be applied towards the "cash support" I need to raise. This will be a huge help since my cash support is such a high amount. Therefore, I've been granted permission to work a separate job to pay for my living expenses in the U.S. and to help pay off my student loans!)
    • more specifically...a job near my parents. Due to my father's declining health, I'd really love to be able to live with, or at least near, my parents. I truly believe God's giving me this time to help my parents and be able to serve them for a change, rather than the other way around.
  • continued favor and support coming in for my colleagues, also working to get to Senegal.
  • open hearts and minds in the Wolof people of Senegal. According to the Joshua Project's research, the Wolof are over 98% Musl*m and only 1% Christian. 
Thank you! Jerejef! 

Thursday, February 27, 2014

My One Thousand Gifts #'s 97 - 105

Each week, I'm highlighting new items I've added to my list of one thousand gifts. These aren't always big things. In fact, sometimes it's the littlest things that stick out the most. 

This week, I've added 9 new things...

#97 - understanding a full service in French (...well, almost all of it)

It's always nice when that part of my brain decides to actually cooperate :) 

#98 - Disney movies

Sometimes you need to just unwind and watch a kid movie, you know... :)

#99 - spontaneous dinner with friends

Friends? Good. Dinner? Good. Spur of the moment plans to go to dinner with said friends? Even better. I'm thankful for chances to do this.

#100 - staff devotions

We have staff devotions/prayer every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday before school. I'm so thankful for these times of sharing the Word and prayer with each other. What a blessing these times are!

#101 - seeing the sunrise

One perk of being an early riser is that I get to see the sunrise almost every single morning. I'm thankful for these daily gifts of beauty God places in my life :)

#102 - a website full of discussion topic ideas for ESL classes

I found a website that has hundreds (literally) of discussion topic ideas. What a help this is! So we're now using these in my middle and high school classes by incorporating more conversational English time in our daily lessons. I love it!

#103 - chats with my students

I lead Kids Club every Wednesday and love it! One of my favorite parts happens after Kids Club is over, though. That's when I get the chance to sit with the students (...the ones that haven't been picked up yet) and chat with them. We have such amazing kids at my school. I'm definitely going to miss those chats!

#104 - a reason to be homesick

I know this sounds like a weird thing to be thankful for, but hear me out. Think about it. If you're feeling homesick, you're missing home. I'm thankful that I have a home and family to be homesick, missing. I'm thankful for the love, encouragement, and constant support they give. I'm thankful for a place to call home. I'm thankful for a state to be proud of. I'm thankful for a country that offers freedom and awesomeness. I'm thankful for all of those reasons and many more. That's why I'm thankful for a reason to be homesick.

#105 - a warm place to live

We're still in the middle of cool season here in Dakar, with most mornings and nights being quite chilly. So I've been very thankful for my warm apartment here lately!

And in case you want a recap of the other things on my list, you can find them below...

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Currently

What am I currently up to? I'm glad you asked :)

I'm currently...

...almost caught up with grading. I need to realize that scheduling every single class to have a test on the same day isn't the best idea :)


...watching a video of a cricket match. Why? One of my students is pretty much a cricket guru and knows everything there is about the sport and always talks about it. So I figured I'd give it a try and see what it's like, so I can contribute something to the conversation, instead of constantly asking what this or that means. Ha! :) 


...downloading the latest episode of Cutthroat Kitchen. I found this show while in the States over Christmas Break and bought it as soon as I got back to Dakar. I love it!


...thankful for Skype allowing me the chance to pick my parents' brains periodically when I need help with something. 


...reading through the book of Romans and am loving it. I'm learning so much!


...thankful for the truth of Isaiah 40:31 and the reminder it gave me the other day.


...so tired! Anyone who says teaching is an easy-peasy-no-energy-required type job has obviously never been a teacher :)


...glad we don't have school on Friday. Yay for 3 day weekends!


Saturday, February 22, 2014

The 98th Dear _____ Post

Dear 6:45, You're what time I woke up this morning. Really?! Why? It's Saturday...my day off. That means I could've slept late. Seriously 6:45...I think you and I shouldn't see each other on Saturday mornings from now on, ok? :)

Dear Winter Olympics, You're almost over. And I've only gotten to watch one event online. Major sadness going on over here about that... BUT thanks to online news and students and co-workers, I've been able to stay up-to-date on what's going on.

Dear DA Olympics, You were this week. I love watching our kids during these events. We have such talented students.

Dear Baby Kylie, You've got people all around the world praying for you, especially after the latest updates posted by your Mommy and Daddy. I'm praying that God supplies your every need and that He continues wrapping His loving arms around you and your sweet family. P.S. To blog readers...If you want to keep updated on Kylie's situation, and know how to more specifically pray, you can read about it on her Caring Bridge site. They need all the prayers they can get. At this moment, they're praying for a neonatologist to accompany them on their flight to the States. Anyone know one?

Dear Fresh Corn on the Cob, You've been back in season for a little while now, but I hadn't been able to find you. Well, that changed on Thursday. The grocery store just down the road finally had you at a decent price so I got enough to load up my freezer. Yay!

Dear Frozen Bissap, I have one word for you... Yum! :)

Dear Romans 5:1-5, I love you. Thanks for providing just the encouragement I needed the other day.

Dear Verona, You're the city in Italy where Romeo & Juliet's tragic tale was set. You're also the latest city I've added to my Bucket List, thinking it'd be pretty awesome to visit. Pictures of the city are beautiful. Ah... Let the daydreaming commence :)

Dear Photo a Day Project, You're what I'm doing this year. I'm so enjoying it. It's been fun looking back over the pictures I've taken so far. I can't wait to see what I end up with at the end of the year with my 365 Days Photo book.

Dear Writing a Paper, You're what I plan on spending the majority of my day doing. I realize it may not sound like the most exciting thing ever, but it's on a topic I enjoy learning about, so I'm happy :)

Dear Taking Some Time Off Work, You're what my dad's going to have to do. He really needs a touch from the Master Healer. This weakness, tiredness, and overall sickliness needs to leave his body. I'm praying for a touch from God. And I'm praying that this time off from work will be just the thing to help him gain back his strength. To him, as long as he's able to work, he wants to. He doesn't like the idea of "sponging off the government," as he puts it. What an inspiration he is! He's such a fighter and hard worker, not wanting to depend on others to survive. I pray I have his strength, determination, and strong will some day. It'd be an honor to be like him!

Dear God, Thanks for being in control of everything in the lives of my family, friends, and myself. ...even when I feel overwhelmed by circumstances around me, I can know that YOU are in control! Thank you for that!

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

My One Thousands Gifts 's 90 - 96

Each week, I'm highlighting new items I've added to my list of one thousand gifts. These aren't always big things. In fact, sometimes it's the littlest things that stick out the most. 

This week, I've added 7 new things...

#90 - a camping chair

This chair offers a comfy seat when sitting for many hours watching softball, soccer, basketball, etc. It's much nicer than sitting on hard bleacher seats or the ground. That's for sure! 

#91 - a baseball hat, scarf, and hoodie

I spent the majority of my time this past weekend at the ball field and it was soooo cold! So I was very thankful to have these three things to block some of the wind and cold. 

#92 - a weekend full of softball

It may have been cold, but I enjoyed it. I love watching baseball/softball, so it was fun!


#93 - some Hershey's kisses

I totally heart these candies, so I was very thankful for their appearance in my life this past Friday :)

#94 - journal articles online

These make educational research and paper writing for someone like me, living overseas, so much easier. I'm so thankful that I can still have access to this in my current quest for information. If I had to wait until I could be at a library in the States OR if I had to pay for subscriptions to all of these journals, I'd never get all the information I needed. So I'm definitely thankful for these!

#95 - a pack of Spinach dip mix

I love spinach dip. ...which is a little weird, since I don't like cooked spinach, but anywho. Well, I was looking for another type of seasoning packet the other day and found this pack of goodness. Yum! Yay for little surprises!


#96 - this list

I love reading back over the items included in this list of one thousand gifts. I'm thankful for this reminder of how God looks out for me and provides so many big (and little) gifts in my life. It's especially significant when I have a bad day or when it feels like nothing seems to be going right. I can pull up my 1000 gifts list and quickly be reminded that He's still in control and He's still supplying my every need!

And in case you want a recap of the other things on my list, you can find them below...

Friday, February 14, 2014

The 97th Dear _____ Post

Dear Kids Club, We had a mini party Wednesday afternoon, complete with a movie teaching us how God made us each special/unique and loves us so very much. Plus we got bubbles and candy. How awesome is that?! And do you want to know what I love the most? I love seeing close to 60 kids having fun learning about Jesus!

Dear Surprise, You're what my friend's husband pulled off last night, by surprising her with a vow renewal ceremony. Can we say romantic (and sweet and beautiful and awwww)?! :)

Dear Fresh Flowers, I so very much love you! You smell beautifully. You look so pretty. And you brighten up a room. Thanks for being a nice treat.

Dear Basketball Games, You're what I'm planning to watch tonight. This is the first year I've really gotten into basketball. I love watching our kids play! I just usually don't get to do so since their games are typically during the time I'm leading Kids Club. That's why it's nice when they have games at other times, like tonight.

Dear Softball Tournament, You start tomorrow and will go through Monday. I love this time of year!

Dear Writing Papers, I thought I was finished with you when I finished my Master's this past May. Ha! I've been asked to collaborate with a former professor to submit an article to an education journal on issues surrounding Non-Native English Speakers with Special Needs. I've been doing a lot of research and have compiled quite the collection of journal articles. And I'm looking forward to tackling them this weekend. My plan is to let that be my "fun" reading in between ball games. Is it sad that I consider this fun? :)

Dear Valentine's Day, You are today. You included quite the array of sweetness. I still wouldn't consider you one of my favorite holidays. I could definitely live without you at this point in my life. But at the same time, you weren't too terribly bad.

Dear 2 Berean Courses (and a test/interview), You're all I have left before receiving my Certified Minister's license with the A/G. I plan on starting those some time in the next couple weeks. That way I can finish up by summer time. And then I'll start on the next round, which I'll be able to work on/finish while I'm in the States raising my new mission's budget.

Dear New Budget, I'm waiting to see what you will be. Due to DA offering its teachers so much, I've been able to keep my budget fairly low these past few years, which means, of course, that once I leave, it'll increase (a lot). So now I wait. ...and pray. ...and thank God in advance for how He's going to work everything out like I know He will!

Dear Write a Book, You're something I've always dreamed of doing. And after talking about it with a former professor the other day, I'm thinking maybe I should stop dreaming and start actually writing. Hmm....

My One Thousand Gifts #'s 85 - 89

Each week, I'm highlighting new items I've added to my list of one thousand gifts. These aren't always big things. In fact, sometimes it's the littlest things that stick out the most. 

This week, I've added 5 new things...

#85 - 100 heart shaped lollipops

I bought you when I was in the States back in December. I gave the majority of you out at our Kids Club Valentine's Day party yesterday and will be giving the rest out to my students tomorrow. Thanks for being a lightweight and tasty sweet treat!

#86 - someone to listen

I'm such an external processor. I really need to talk things out, process the thoughts in my head. So I'm thankful for a mom and some good friends that will sweetly offer that listening ear - knowing that I'm there to do the exact same for them.

#87 - my Team USA travel mug

I realize this is totally small and trivial, but in honor of the Olympics, I've been using this mug every day. It's practical - It keeps my hot drinks hot and my cold drinks cold. But it's also the perfect accompaniment to my Winter Olympics viewing. Go Team USA! :)

#88 - the instant mood lift caused by dressing up

Does anyone else ever feel this way? You put on a dress, nice shoes, jewelry, whatever... And almost  instantly your mood lifts. Why don't I do this more often?! :)

#89 - the chance to pour into the lives of so many kids

This week I've become even more aware of how much I'm going to miss this aspect of teaching at DA. I love getting to chat with students, to find out about their lives, to offer a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on, and to show the love of Christ to them. I'm so thankful for the opportunity to have my classroom as a mission field for the past 4 1/2 years. 

And in case you want a recap of the other things on my list, you can find them below...